It comes...

It is coming again, I try to hold back memories and tears and just survive the days. But it still comes. He was still here and will still be gone. June 12th. Can't believe it has been three years. It stings like yesterday. If I close my eyes and let it go I am in the moment I was told he was gone. It would seem best to not remember that moment. But that is the moment my heart was torn, never to be whole again. Its not a memory I want to forget. Its a memory I try to remember. That was his life. We all think back on our lives as we grow older...or we look at pictures and celebrate our grandparents full long life. Well that was his full life not long enough but yes it was full enough. And I want to be the one that can remember it from start to finish. So although it pains me I remember because he deserves to be remembered.

And please don't forget to do something on June 12th in his rememberance and share with me! I will remind you as it nears, but it will be two weeks from this Friday.